I'm scribbling here what I'm thinking as I'm writing what my mind is speaking right now.
Human mind is always at work.Even during sleep that's how we get dreams. But when its left uncontrolled it can be dangerous.Even great epic says "Uncontrolled mind is greatest enemy of living entity". Many say "idle mind is devils workshop" but mind is never idle its engaged in one or other activity may it be positive or negative activity /thinking per say. think its the uncontrolled or unfocused mind referred in this saying as well.. It just thinks without any goal and generates some random thoughts. These random thoughts can hamper in achieving your so called goal.
Here i have come with a purpose but where I'm heading i am yet to to know.i have short term plans but none long term. Expectations are more from me, many expects me to achieve something great which can become a talk of town. I keep in mind all these expectations and work towards achieving that.But when i comes to doing so , i make many plans but never implemented successfully. I'm like a rabbit in a rabbit & tortoise race(short story).i always make plans enthusiastically and i do things according to plan but for just couple of days and then, again its like back to basics..
here achieving for me is like a winning a race among lakh together crowd. and as i know this fact then also I'm not doing nothing substantially to achieve that goal.. i don't know what future has kept for me in its pocket.Certainly i have to think good and work towards achieving what i thought and what my dear ones expect from me..
My mind is uncontrolled that's it ... it needs little extra concentration ,control and consciousness and i feel now it should not be left just like another thought..
